I need you. Seriously.

When I feel I want someone's to talk to, I want someone's be by my side, I want to drop my tears away, need a shoulder and feels that I'm alright, you're not here. How terrible I feel, How sad I through this without you *sigh*. Ahhh, I've to realize that I couldn't get you by the time, I just re-read our old conversations. While reading all of that, I feel peace and calm. I know you can't be here with me right now, I know deep inside you wanted so much I be strong and you hate seeing me feeling totally grief indeed. Okay, it's okay, I set in my mind from what I've been read :') Deeply heart you.