Kun Fayakun :): Sanah Helwah 20 Years Old :')

Sanah Helwah Ain Farhana @ Ain Panaaa :')

Alhamdulillah on 16th APRIL 2013 I turned to 20 years old people ! Yeay, I become a women maybe. hahaa Alhamdulillah, my days was very awesome. Alhamdulillah. People I loved most have made my days. Mama and kakak :') I couldn't replace anyone just like them. Ya Allah, ya robb, Alhamdulillah, every falls I made, you be there, everytime I sad, you hear what I complaining, everytime I happy, you be there seeing me. Sometimes kan, I don't even understand what you're planning for me, but I believe on your way, and have faith towards you, you've planned everything well. I shouldn't question all of that. Ya Robb, forgive all my sins. I know I've done a lot of mistakes, all my sins. Open my heart, let me be ' Kekasih Of Rasulullah '.

On 16th April, I was crying when mom's give her hugs to me, at that time I remember all of her sacrifices just for me, she never let me down, she's always with me, people, when I cry, the tears from her eyes will falling down too , she has tried so much pretty hard things to get me better, recover with all the saddest things that has happened.

Thank you Allah because I know I'm such a stupid person ignoring the happiness in front of me while they loved me.

Thanks Allah for everything, thanks for the days whenever happy or not, thanks for the breath everydays I ttake, thanks for the awesomeness life, thanks for the chances , thanks for the happiness you give, thanks for the family you sent to me, thanks for the miserable things happened so I can learn from that, thanks for the person you gave and you take it away, thanks for the wonderful mom and sister, thanks for the strengthen you give to bear this pain, thanks for the diseases you test to me, thanks for the wealth and poverty you gave (Alhamdulillah), thanks for the shoes, clothes, dress, scarfs, and all things I wear, thanks for every step I take and every move I made :)

Syukran Jazzilan. Alhamdulillah. Jazakallah :')