Songs of Judika. Attempting.

These songs by JUDIKA :) Banyak lagu die yg best best. So I choose these songs.
First ' Bukan Dia Tapi ku ' second ' Setengah Mati Merindu' :) I'm not the kind yg feeling feeling gila dengar lagu mcm tu je, ain akan fahamkan the lyrics and baru lah minat. So Enjoy guys.

Andd this is the cerita yg buat ain rasa kehilangan itu. This drama sangat feelings and touching habis. Nenangis kite tengok cerita nie. #CintaJanganPergi
Sekali sekala tengok TV amekauuu terus feeling sampai nenangis. haha

Zikir Terapi Diri #HafizHamidun

Without Your help. Without You even a second. I am nothing. When we're up, we are always forget to remember Him, when we're down, the one we seek for help and forgiveness is up there. Allah Ta'ala. Remember. Not always we're at the top. And this ' Zikir Terapi ' always accompanying me whenever I am sad or I am happy :) I make it like a song and always sing it. And Alhamdulillah, I can feel the real serenity. This song's very calm. People, try hear this :) InshaAllah...

Shining from Allah. Grace also from Him. Alhamdulillah :) #REJAB

Assalamualaikum there :') 12.57 a.m. As usual. I want to thank to Allah Ta'ala. I am grateful of everything I have. Almost one year I feels totally grief. Mama tried so hard pretty things just to make me happy and smile back. Now not a press conference or so what ever okay. hihii I am here, late of night, wanna share somethings.

I AM HAPPY ! BIG GIRL IS HAPPY. ALLAH TA'ALA HEARD ME. HE HEARD EVERYTHING. THIS IS MY SECOND CHANCE ! *wanna scream out !!!!!* *Alhamdulillahhhhh !*

Almost one year people. One year which is my world was so soooo dark. Even there's so much stars, I didn't see one of them is shining. Now, Alhamdulillah. Mama told me. Every time she prays, 5 times a day, she keeps asking to Allah why her daughter didn't same as before, she keeps telling that she is unhappy, she want to find the answer from Him. She asked to Allah Ta'ala to give the best ever this time than before ;) Ohh Mama, I don't know how to appreciated all of this. It's a big big mean to me. And you made it sooo meaningful in my life. With your barakah and grace of Him, I will follow as you wish mum, I will :) And Kakak, thanks for supporting. I love you !
And not forgotten who is always be my reporters/PA/bestfriends/girlfriends/lesbo/tutor/lecture/teacher/sister/siblings/doctor/tukangurut/pedandanrambut/counselor/spirits/ and bla blaaaa thank you so much for hearing everything. New Rejab is very mean a lot to me :) New calendar, new year, new books, and I AM BACK.

MAMA WAS SO HAPPY, I CAN SEE HER SMILED :)

I  can see the shine now. It's very shining with Allah's grace :)
Ohh Allah, bring us to your path, ameen :)

Salam Rejab. Muhasabah Diri.

Salam Alaykum. Last updated it was April. Now middle of May :) Not so long right, but I can feel the dust here and there.

Alhamdulillah, I am healthy now, with colorfulness of life :) Alhamdulillah. I through it and only me know how bad it feels and how hurt it is. Urm actually not fully recover but I know I can do it, I can get through all of this, I'm strong enough kan :)

Omgeee, I met my old friends past few days. Schoolmates. Classmates. I miss them so much. Truth, I miss being a child, miss being a school girl. I just miss it. Allah has arrange everything and everything went well. We don't have to sigh right, every single things happened to us, bad or good, it was a fate, from Qada' and Qadar. No need to sigh like " Kan best jadi die tu " Kan best kalau dulu tk pilih nie" We as His servant should be thank to Him. His bless after all this while. He never give up to keep forgive us n keep give us His Grace. Fact, my old world is not as good as people think. It's difficult when facing people and smile while indeed we were not. I keep finding my happiness until now. I'm not looking for a partner. I am looking for my Imam for my Jannah soon InshaAllah. I am not a kind of person be hurry in finding the perfect match, I just want to get a happy life, not be broken ones, and don't want a couple or etc. Because all this while I felt when I loved someones, he is my everything while actually I am nothing. So it once only. No more.

Here wanna talk about mama. Mama, pardon me ma. I know I keep doing the same thing, I keep hurting you, make you worried, make you grief all the time thinking about me. Forgive me ma please. That's all out of my mind ma. I tried so many times as you know. I prayed. I cried. I asked. I'm done ma. I know you fiercely want to see me happy, smile, laugh and jokes all the times like before like always. I know mum. I will back to normal. People. Now it's new Hijrah for us, muslim :) New Hijrah for me. Please Farhana. Think about your mum, your future. Allah Ta'ala has arrange everything clearly, problems with solutions, sadness with happiness, and your perfect fairy tales story with your spouses by Allah Ta'ala coming soon InshaAllah. I know you can. You know you can. Stop feeling that you're betray. There's reasons behind the reasons.

I am happy being at home. Being closed with my family. My old friends who's keep make me laughs and I miss being here. I don't want be back to Perak. Please. How fast times flies. Here I want to show some of my photo being at Selangor and I am happy more than Perak seriously.