Shining from Allah. Grace also from Him. Alhamdulillah :) #REJAB

Assalamualaikum there :') 12.57 a.m. As usual. I want to thank to Allah Ta'ala. I am grateful of everything I have. Almost one year I feels totally grief. Mama tried so hard pretty things just to make me happy and smile back. Now not a press conference or so what ever okay. hihii I am here, late of night, wanna share somethings.

I AM HAPPY ! BIG GIRL IS HAPPY. ALLAH TA'ALA HEARD ME. HE HEARD EVERYTHING. THIS IS MY SECOND CHANCE ! *wanna scream out !!!!!* *Alhamdulillahhhhh !*

Almost one year people. One year which is my world was so soooo dark. Even there's so much stars, I didn't see one of them is shining. Now, Alhamdulillah. Mama told me. Every time she prays, 5 times a day, she keeps asking to Allah why her daughter didn't same as before, she keeps telling that she is unhappy, she want to find the answer from Him. She asked to Allah Ta'ala to give the best ever this time than before ;) Ohh Mama, I don't know how to appreciated all of this. It's a big big mean to me. And you made it sooo meaningful in my life. With your barakah and grace of Him, I will follow as you wish mum, I will :) And Kakak, thanks for supporting. I love you !
And not forgotten who is always be my reporters/PA/bestfriends/girlfriends/lesbo/tutor/lecture/teacher/sister/siblings/doctor/tukangurut/pedandanrambut/counselor/spirits/ and bla blaaaa thank you so much for hearing everything. New Rejab is very mean a lot to me :) New calendar, new year, new books, and I AM BACK.

MAMA WAS SO HAPPY, I CAN SEE HER SMILED :)

I  can see the shine now. It's very shining with Allah's grace :)
Ohh Allah, bring us to your path, ameen :)